So I lie here wide eyes
racing mind,
Another night insomnia.

The darkness of bedroom
oppressive,
Just like restlessness can’t stop thinking.

A million subjects
objects too racing,
Know it’s the AM hours have to be up early again.

My fucking head used to
sleep so well now it just prickles,
Like fusion.

No use just can’t sleep
turn the light on,
Tired eyes used to it living off memory alone.

Jesus Christ in hell why don’t I have any temazepam?

Go to toilet snoring next door
take a leak come back,
Think about masturbating it used to let me dream.

Put some music on maybe drop off
before the music ends,
It ends lie helpless staring at darkness.

It’s just so fucking ridiculous and I cry
how did this happen to me,
Another night insomnia.